
Lyrics from Such Helpful Little Birds
by W.C. Mericle
Helpful Birds
The smiling blackbird, flies up to my sill
And with a sweet song, leads me to his little pills
And now I’m falling
I thought I could fly
The tiny bird’s singing
Spreading his big lies, about me
And when I landed, you won’t believe what I thought I heard
A dark brown bottle, gently poured by a yellow bird
Her glass of gold
Burns me inside
I drink her deeply
Afraid I might survive this night without you
Fly me home
Please fly me home
Fly fly fly, fly me home
I know I’ve fallen, fallen up into the trees
I’ve dug down into darkness and other places no one should see
But my eyes are opening
So don’t close on me now
I’m gonna fix what’s broken
I got a blue bird to show me how — he’s blue but he’s not sad
Fly me home
Please fly me home
Fly fly fly, fly me home
back to topA Piece of Gum
A piece of gum
A bowl of fruit
In the corner of the screen a fly hopes to escape
Nail holes
Peeling paint
A bicycle to keep from gaining weight
A single sock
A chewed up shoe
And crumpled up lists of stuff I’m still supposed to do
These are the things I think about to avoid the things I can’t forget
Little things that hide my pains of loneliness and boredom and regret
English tea
A cracked old dish
And a box of expired frozen fish
A ticking clock
A cuckoo bird
And floating there my accidental words
In dusty nooks
Your icy looks
Lean against rows of never-read books
These are the things I think about to avoid the things I can’t forget
Little things that hide my pains of loneliness and boredom and regret
Cinnamon
And turpentine
And all the other little bottles you left behind
A strand of hair
It’s like she’s there
One more whisper of sweet perfume to spray
Then like a cloud
A paisley shroud
She lingers here then slowly goes away
She lingers here then slowly goes away
These are the things I think about to avoid the things I can’t forget
Little things that hide my pains of loneliness and boredom and regret
back to topIn Her Sky
She said, “No, you can’t fly.”
He said, “Oh, then tell me why?
I’m so high in your sky?”
“I don’t knoW. But this can’t be.
Perhaps you’ve heard of gravity?”
She knelt down. Tears hit the ground.
While up above, his poor heart pounds
So high in her sky
She went in just as the wind
Filled his wings, lifting him
She found his bed where he lay dead
Shook his bones and shook her head
Goodbye, goodbye
Now every night up in her stars
She finds his eyes with binoculars
So high in her sky
back to topI Want to Believe
We’re marching on a mission, past dogwoods through red clay
It can pull a shoe off leaving muddy, bloody stains
He’s got a crooked sun hat and pants too loose stay
Just walking skin and bones — suspendered into place
Finding sunshine, and wishing I could pray
This all away
And I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe
I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe
It’s getting dark, birds hammer into bark hard as bone
The still water’s broken by the splash of his skipping stone
“See the cabin over there, that’s where your grandpa grew”
In the sweetness of the air I wonder if he’s reaching down to you?
Tired green eyes, sad as they’ve ever been
Are asking...
And I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe
I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe
So quietly
He’s leaving me
After all these years I can feel your heartbeat now
Everywhere I go, don’t ask me how
Or maybe it’s just that lonely hammering bird?
Do you hear what I heard?
I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe
I want to believe I want to believe I want to believe
back to topRainbow in Fire
I saw a rainbow in a fire
I didn’t even think that was possible
Colored strands, flaming wires
And I still dream of you
I still dream
Saw sky in a basement room
Didn’t even think that was possible
In cold shadows flowers bloom
And I still dream of you
So late at night I dream
I sleep but my heart’s awake
Kept up with string and tape
Drumming while the king invades
And fades
Round and round in sound I drown
But I still dream of you
I still dream
When you wake, if I’m not there,
I’m still there — I’m everywhere
When you wake, if I’m not there,
I’m still there - I’m everywhere
Because I still dream of you
From the land of nod
I dream
back to topIt Was You
I found myself
On a damaged trail
Caught my skin
On a bent down nail
Saw crippled birds
Fall from the sky
Can’t catch them all
Can’t make them fly
So patched and pulled
I made it home
But shadows here
Say, I’m not alone
It was you
Yeah you
It was
It was you
Yeah you
It was
With dry bone eyes
And clawing dreams
My insides shaking
Like a wall of beads
She laid me down
With a borrowed brush
Can’t live without
Can’t get enough
Painted skin
Modigliani
Crawl on in
Re-complicate me
It was you
Yeah you
It was
It was you
Yeah you
It was
Now how’s it feel
To be lost again?
Another psychic
With a spoon to bend
Got a rabbit’s foot
On a silver chain
But it’s dyed green
And dead from shame
so I just pressed
On my own chest
And felt the one
Who knows me best
It was you
Yeah you
It was
It was you
Yeah you
It was
back to topCrazy Glue
I put a drop of crazy glue
On the Haviland cup you threw
And before I knew
It fused my skin
I tried to light a cracking fire
To add some warmth to your lack of desire
But all this gasoline
Just burns me down again
I swept the dust from the living room
Used electric lights to make your flowers bloom
On my knees I washed the floors
And put a mat by our front door
I’m crazy for you
I’m crazy for you
I built a frame for that photograph
The one that always makes you laugh
I even cut a piece of glass
It almost fits
Every day I start your car
Though I don’t know where you are
I even cleared a little space
Under the bed for your suitcase
I’m crazy for you
I’m crazy for you
She’s a white cane in the darkness
She’s my tried and true
She’s dry matches in the jungle
She’s my crazy glue
And who’s gonna save me if not you?
Who’s gonna save me, if not you?
With trembling hands I hold my heart
pushed together where it ripped apart
I tried to find every missing piece
And when it stops I give a little squeeze
I used up all your crazy glue
Two skinny laces from your old shoes
But it just keeps falling apart
How’m I gonna fix up my beating heart?
I’m crazy for you
I’m crazy for you
And who’s gonna save me if not you?
Who’s gonna save me, if not you?
Candles burn now on every sill
I’m on the steps all statue still
I’m gonna find the perfect words
And give you what I know you deserve
back to topYarn
She spread out some yarn and sat on a path
Took out her old needles to have a good laugh
She knitted some bones, skin and teeth
With muscles and tendons stitched underneath
She knitted some hair, a chin with some fuzz
Then changing colors — she knitted blood
She counted out fingers, tightened up eyes
And with a slip-stitch adds a look of surprise
Ha ha Ha ha Ha ha
It started to rain, and the moon went away
She finished the body as wind brought day
So she ties the thing off
And tries to stand
But her knees have locked
There’s pain in her hands
She stumbled and creaked, all bent in the cold
Dropped her old needles, and fell to the road
She rolled to her back, and clutching her chest
Watches her yarn rise and stretch
Now this is the moment, her thoughts start to fade
Into the body she made
You can still find her there, a stump in the grass
Where she sat down and had a good laugh
Ha ha Ha ha Ha ha
back to topAnimals for You
Like a paper cut
I’ve been opened up
And like a clown balloon
I’ve been twisted into
Animals for you
Into honey crawls the ant
He wants to move — but now he can’t
So you take him by the arms
And string him into good luck charms
Animals for you
Animals for you
You taught me how to speak and beg
And stand on one leg
Now you want me to
Take the collar for you
After missing all your tricks
I let you hook my lips
Now we drag along
Drag along
Drag into
Animals for you
Like a paper cut
I’ve been opened up
And like a clown balloon
I’ve been twisted into
Animals for you
Animals for you
back to topRed Snow
After finally stopping my nosebleed
I felt my way back to the car
Leaving a red stain on a snow bank
That in my rearview looked just like your heart
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Winding toward home I was wondering
If creatures would eat that red snow?
While dead country singers with thousand watt fingers
Fought mountains for my radio
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
And what started
As a good thing
Slowly spills away
And what seemed like
The right call
Was just my same mistake
At a rest stop I dialed our old number
And listened to it ring for a while
Then leaving it hang I drove as it rang
Six hundred forty-nine miles
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I came home to a house freshly emptied
You’d packed up and gone like you said
So I sat by the phone ringing alone
And picked up the road in my bed
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
I still dream of my death scene on a snow bank
The first time I was left behind for dead
Lying in the road face down in the cold
Spilling your heart from my head
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
back to topThe Bath School Township Tragedy
Ink went flying across the room
Chalk went flying in a great big boom
Teacher went flying
Legs went flying
Blood went flying
Some of it’s mine!
I just can’t solve this mystery
Of the Bath School Township Tragedy
Did planets lose their gravity?
Did monsters rise up from the sea?
I wrote my homework neat and smooth
Sister fixed up all my spelling, too
So where do I
Hand it in?
Just what kind of
Place am I in?
The Bath School Township Tragedy
Just don’t make no sense to me
Did an earthquake jump up from the floor?
Or are there real dinosaurs?
The man in the vest with a two-row smile
Wanders by me every once in a while
He carries a clock
Sounds his horn
Says “Criminals are made
Not born!”
I just can’t solve this mystery
Of the Bath School Township Tragedy
Was something wrong with electricity?
Or is something just wrong with me?
When I turn eight I’m gonna ride in a plane
Or maybe dad’ll let me drive the train
These are things
That I want most
So how do I stop
Being a ghost?
This Bath School Township Tragedy
Just don’t make no sense to me
School bell’s ringing in a funny way
But somehow I’m so far away
Somehow I seem so far away
Yes somehow I seem so far away
back to topShort Little Moments
Waking that morning we came to your cough
Taking your hand — I shook my sleep off
Dreaming ’bout love, thinking ’bout loss
Our fingers together — each of them crossed
Each one of them crossed
Mother sang a song for your ear
Father floated — high in the air
Faces forgotten came to you clear
A dove at the door — brings you His prayer
He brings you His prayer
I stood at your bedside counting each breath
A rising and falling — a short little rest
Short little moments
Short little moments
Short little moments
Short little moments
Short little moments
(Where were you?)
back to topHappy New Year
While little Jennie picks at the dirt
Under what’s left of her nails,
Momma stubs her Lucky Strike
Then quietly starts to wail,
As Daddy flashes that sheepish smile
And is handcuffed again for jail
Happy New Year baby
Happy New Year to you
Happy New Year baby
Happy New Year, to you
Patti plays that special song
Then wipes her eyes into a blur
’Cause no one nowhere on this new night
Has those kinda thoughts for her
The ones take a blistered heart
And beat it to a purr
Happy New Year baby
Happy New Year to you
Happy New Year baby
Happy New Year, to you
One more night to count our good fortune
Let midnight right all our wrongs
One more night to circle the wagons
And wait for the big ball to crash down on me
Happy New Year
Santa pauses for a little pop
At the busted Old Style sign
He’ll fall asleep on a snowy lawn
And hope the neighbors don’t mind
This Santa’s just another fallen Frosty
To melt away come sunshine
Happy New Year baby
Happy New Year to you
Happy New Year baby
Happy New Year, to you
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